Not sure how many actually read this blog, but I’m sorry in advance.
After months and months of having a block on my story, I’ve decided that I will not finish it. My dolls/characters have been very uninspiring, thus I felt the need for something new, a spark, if you will!
And then, there it was. I switched my Final Fantasy (FFXIV) character from Kimochi Knighton to Brink Knightley and play as a male Miq’ote now and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT. Playing as Brink has inspired me to bring him home (again?) as a SD-sized doll, a Soom Chalco [Soulmate]! The biggest doll I’ve ever owned was a Dream of Doll DoT Calla and she was 58cm! This Big Brink (as I affectionately call him) is 65cm, I’m slightly terrified and a bit intimidated by just the idea of him!
But I’m doing it, I needed this change. My Minifee’s had become so dull to me, their story was no longer my focus. As much as I love my Minifee’s and their character/backstory, I needed something more refreshing! So far, Bambi, Pommie, and Chrom have new owners. I plan on listing up Rayleigh in the near future. I’m not sure if I will be keeping my Pukifee, Nem, she might be listed as well along with one or two Zuzu Delfs.
Anyway, with Brink pretty much on his way here, there’s no way I could have Brink and not have Zephii right? They are my OTP, are they not? So plans to bring Zephii home also had to be put in motion, there’s no way I could have one and not the other, these two OCs have become so much a part of me as well as each other. So I ordered Big Zephii yesterday! Choosing her sculpt was easy, I had been pining for a Minifee Ria ever since her release and then they released her in SD (Moe) size, it was kismet! There are so many SD girl outfits I have drooled over the past few years and now I will finally have a SD girl to get them for! I’m pretty excited for that.
On top of resparking my love for BJDs, my own mother is also excited that I am getting SD-sized dolls again! She had never really been fond of my Minifee’s & smaller dolls, but she had always loved my Calla back then, she actually sewed so many dresses for that Calla! I didn’t think I would ever get a SD again, so I gave all my mother’s creations away, sadly. I wish I had kept them!!
Anyway, here’s some screenie-spam of my catboi who has been inspiring me so much, as well as my retainer-Zephii!
Sooooo, rest in peace ‘Waiting to Fall’! It was fun while it lasted, but all good things have to end, right? I can’t wait for this new journey of BJDs to arrive!
Tina